Friday, 31 August 2007

Independance Day

Laungan kemerdekaan pada malam keramat 31 Ogos 1957 merupakan detik kebanggaan bagi seluruh rakyat Malaysia. Berakhirlah segala penderitaan dan kesengsaraan setelah berkurun-kurun lamanya berada dalam cengkaman pihak penjajah. Lenyaplah segala igauan ngeri rakyat, darurat dan penindasan. Kini, segala umat berbilang bangsa di Malaysia bebas berpenghuni serta bebas menentukan kepentingan diri. Kemerdekaan telahpun menyedarkan rakyat tentang perlunya integrasi nasional dalam kalangan seluruh rakyat bagi mengecapi kesejahteraan sejagat.

Dear MALAYSIA,


Happy 50th Independance Day...!!!!

=D

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I didn't do much today though.

We had Ambang Merdeka celebration yesterday in school with Chunghua and Stco, painted this large Jalur Gemilang and hung it up in front of the school.

I couldn't make it to today's celebration at the Outdoor Stadium though, couldn't see how well the band did, and couldn't take pictures :/ but i'm sure they rocked. And now, I'm listening to the teevee downstairs about the Merdeka Celebration in KL. Waiting for the bands to come out and perform............

What I did today. . . .

COOK! yaaaa... kononlah. I am SO NOT your domestic goddess. Wanna guess what I made?


Merdeka fried heart-shaped egg with onion! It's probably the only thing I can cook besides MaggieMee. I am sooooo pathetic. It's also the only egg I eat cause I don't eat mienmien ones. eeyuck. Ain't it cuute? Say hi~ The eyes and mouth are green apples which I bit into shape. heehee


Merdeka cake! Here's mommy's famous apple cake. She wouldn't let me come near to it cause she claims I'll ruin it if I tried doing it my way. So I had to stay out of vicinity. =(


Another shot.


Mikey playing with this remote-controlled car daddie bought from KL. The remote was actually beneath his bumbum and it was soooo cute ^^


Pinnochio too found independance and learned to let go of the poignancy after his wife, Peppermint died in labour about a year ago. He found love in IcePrincess, the gorgeous brown-furred diva in the pic above, who is carrying his child, but somehow likes TinkerBelgium (the neighbour's cat) better than Pinnochio. TinkerBelgium comes to the house almost everynight to fight with Pinnochio. Love triangle, wooo~



It's been a while since my narcissistic pictures. haha.


Ok well, I think this is my last post till after SPM (yeaaa right). For 1st trial, I think I got 5A1, 5A2. WILL DO BETTER NEXT TRIALLLL. I hope. I'm sure you'll agree with me that I need to constitute a refreshing change to better my results and myself. And so, I have given this the full consideration it so richly deserves and have vowed to actually START STUDYING for real starting tomorrow. I too, have made a deal with Mr. D to not go online anymore starting tomorrow(1sept) till after SPM(26nov). Am tremendously determined to do so, provided he does so as well. =P haha. To all, please include me in your prayers.

Thanks~

"sometimes the winner is just a dreamer who never gave up."

Happiness is a direction, not a place.
Take me with you =)

Wednesday, 29 August 2007

who am i to you

i don't seem to know anymore.


Sunday, 26 August 2007

The Asinine&Inane For Bores



Glancing at a little lacrimosity in the vicarious dream I see around but one I can't acquire. whywhywhy. Has that little voice been wise enough to know boundaries, balance, blatant can't-haves and sheer compromise amid discontentment? Yes?? Nooo, it says no. Duuuuuh. Maybe willing enough to understand, but never wanting to acquiesce.


Q of ultimate clicheness ponders : If you were to go back in time, what is the one thing you'd change?


If we hadn't grown out of reticence, would we have known how it felt being the hermit who helps only when he has to and cares with such authenticity? If we hadn't known disdain and how it felt being suavely fed with revolting stifflings, we wouldn't familiarise grovelling and grief. We also wouldn't have known confidence and self-respect. If we all hadn't been exposed to the caprine and the porcine, would there be lessons and resistance towards hedonism, gluttony and shame? And if loving the enemy brought us to revile the companion, would there have been another chance to redeem what should've been right all along? Apparently yes. Really? No. Not technically.

I digress.


Answer of uber clicheness responds : No, I wouldn't change a thing.


Because then, the simplest, teeniest moment could've diverted away from grasp, one with a lot more significance than any other yet to come. And if living in retrospect gains the experience, and watching historical precedence brings guffaw amid pain, then why overlook the forefront and think otherwise of it? There is only one chance to make things right, one time to have the thing you've always thought could make you better. And by having courage to take that one chance, there comes another and another. Say it never really needed to exist, could you be any happier? Could the need of something so rare arise as something incomparably paramount for happiness? Some things will always be indiscernible. At least that's how it is for me. And so it ends here, the fear of starting anew, and the tenacious grip like chains of concrete bollards, skittling down when there's effort to break through. Cause life teaches you things. Some you teach yourself. While some, some he taught me.

Still is. =)
Thank you.

Thursday, 23 August 2007

Happiness is

H a p p i n e s s
i s . . .

HongKong Disneyland!!!!! Mine's the goofy. Will keep it with me forever. And those Disney songs playing will always be in my mind, like a true fairytale. =D


Okay, I look like a superduper RETARD. I was getting all comfy in my position to imitate maggie from The Simpsons The Movie, OK? Like the poster behind. Was caught in the act. Grr. Humiliate me all you want Kris.


Here we are! For real this time. Powl is Homer, Grace is Bart, Kris is i don't know who. and meeeeee, MAGGIE! Oh and btw, I have NOT watched the movie yet, and I FREAKING WANT TO. Someone take me, it's on the house! Siapa cepat, dia dapat. Before holidays end.


This was when we were in the public bus. Whale's pretty golden finger holding her bus ticket on my nose. Very random.


More of elianto. Can't see pol here =(


This tiang, I think I'll name em' errrrr, TOM. He looks like a Tom to you, right? Well Tom, I just simply love you. Cat, get awayyyy! Tom's mine!!!!


Fine, Cat wanted Tom. Can I have Irwanshah? I can be hotter than acha septriasa. YEAH!!!! =D


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AND TODAY, THIS IS WHAT WE DID.
CAT NOOOO! He's not worth it. Ehem, faham2 lah sapa. heeheeeee.


This shot rocks. Really. It's like straight out of a hot kungfu movie. Nooo belle, not you toooo.


It's okay grace. It wasn't your fault they jumped... they just did what they had to do. Please don't break the guitar..... Poor girl. So much anger bottled up inside. *sj sighs theatrically*

And here, meet the laziest, craziest people in the entire world who walked all the way from parkson to St Joseph School just cause they were too lazy to find change for a bus, and too kiamsiap to pay for two taxis after the chinese driver dude refused to squeeze us in one(there was five of us, including cat who took the pic). I had a more than adequate supply of Vitamin D today and am sure I burned about 80% of them fatty acids and glycerol of the carboxylate homologous series. Good riddance! ^^


This is belle, at one of the most strategic, rare locations, yakni Chunghua's bus stop. It's a nice shot.


This is me in Chunghua itself. We went to have a chat with the band for aid in the problems of score-deprivation. I MET REX LAW/LO (i err.. don't know how to spell it) Well, he's my idol. Not cause of what lah, he's just a really great conductor. Really. I shook his hand!


We went to StCo too. Thanks Brad for everything. You're da bomb! Pump it!

All the best to StJoe Band kay? You can do it!! You caaaaan.


This is JALAN GEIKE aka THE JOSEPHIAN ROAD (For all HOT josephians only) Here, I burned my ass real baddddd, as the sun was being out-of-this-world excruciating. Damn tar with it's low specific heat capacity. ouch.


Chris and grace decided to go posh. That's err pretty obscene of me.. And cat, HORNEY MUCH. *shiver*



Happiness is...
A. Friends
B. Good times
C. Band

D. All of the above.

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Answer : E. All of the above + You, D.




I t ' s n e v e r c o m p l e t e w i t h o u t y o u .

Wednesday, 22 August 2007

You're right.

I don't want to stay here.
Even if it's a place where I depend on descent stillness to keep me safe.
But if I get out with you, I can't stay with you in the end.
I never want to be leading a life contrary enactment.
I know you know that too.
I trust you.

It feels like a doctor coming in to tell of my prognosis,
and me mouthing the words at the same time, like an automatic reflex.
Like I've always known how I was doing, where it led, and the inevitability of it all.
But yet I took a chance.
There had to be a reason why.
And the reason is you.
I need you.

It's so new to me.
I've never had to choose between what I've known was right, and what I truly felt.
I've never known if I had wanted things for all the wrong reasons,
to wash away all the stains from the past.
Time after time, reasons beyond reasoning.
So how come it feels so different now?
Why comforts of clarity and certainty?
Because the past is gone from me.
It's the pain of loss that isn't.
It came alive when you had to leave.
And I pictured it here, vivid, real.
The insecurity suffocates me,
But you're telling me you'll never hurt me.
And if having faith in you releases me from this.
Then stay.

Dark sees clear, light breaks with a stab.
For this old place where I cleave
The gift you care to reveal
Deep crimson in the midst of light
And it's there that I found you.

Tuesday, 21 August 2007

BELgium & denMARK's BIRTH

Todayyyyyy,

marks..............

*drumroll*
*Percussion feauture*

The birth of many wonderful people in the world.



HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARK CHIA!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELINDA!


Not forgetting. . .


HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELINDA'S MOM!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILSON WONG CHONG YEW!

*air liur melelehhh*
I'm sorry bel, that we couldn't celebrate today... we will make it up for you another day, okie?
Here are pics of Mark's birthday partay! Lots of shots of muh crib, ya know wut im sayin'

I blow the biggest balloons! biasala, band member ba. BIG deflatable lungs.


I have a fab idea! Let's push jessica off the table. wheee~


SarahCrazyMonster & ClespienSmellyUncle.


GresTambiColop!!! Nice balloon..


snake?


Me and hot sister =)


Jasmine, me and michael.


Game time! Pin the tail on the mouse. Lol.


I had to spin the kid around laaaa. No malicious intentions. I'm not a paedophile. Hate the lighting. Gaaa.


Awww. Schwwwwweet.


Here's me tying up my new hostage. WAHAHAHA


I love this engtaokia. His name is Jerry.

Auntie Irene and Michael.

Jasmine and her balloon.


WOOT~ TAI KO and his balloons.

More of Jasmine.


From left, large-mouth-dog, small-mouth-dog, flower, some white creature. Below, big-eared dog, blue ribbon, cross and a sword.


Musical chairs! Damn blur shot.


Darren : WOOHOO! I'm da winner! Wanna piece of me?


Luminous goodies.


Little Red Riding Hood's message to all birthday babies. I think she's mute. =P


Chriss and Mikey.


I don't get why Mikey loves Chriss so much... WHY MICHAEL WHY!



Chris : HOW YA LIKE ME NOW, MIKEY

Michael : *squeals* MONSTERRRRR!!!!

Fruitylicious~

Mamam time.


Prettie mommie.



SJ and BirthdayBoy Mark.

=)

Ok well, I get bored blogging. So that's why I never update. And SPM's so soon lagi ya. Plus my gastric takes up like 15 hours a day so I never feel up to doing much. Please do pray for me okie? Arigato gozaimasu.


Chao~