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I am filled to the brim.
How can one be filled with so much STRESS when the mind's SO blank and bereft of knowledge.

Damn, I wish my mind was a super-absorbent overnight pad.

i can't do thissssssss. I wish I was your all time study-hard-study-smart-hehex girl but TOO BAD! I'll NEVER bring my gazillion pound sterling ligaments to SIT and READ and this iris REFUSES to act in compliance. Ah, the wonders of my inadequacies.

"What is your greatest weakness?"

"My greatest weakness is my tendency to procrastinate," said Sarah to the interviewer. HAH, that's not JUST it. There's the insecurity, the emo-nity, the deprivation of social implicit trust and reliability in places i call home, the sadness, the restlessness yada yada. Point is, I admitted my damnedest dysfunction to him.

And I'm proud that i actually flew my way to Kuching for 3 days alone for the interview. Yea sure, laugh at me, It's cheese cake with a clump of chocolate icing for anyone I'm sure, just not for one who can't even find her way around pujut, yakni me. I sat next to an indian girl in the plane who sat next to an indian boy and endured a nerve-racking taylor's interview for an award, just to tell the interviewer that I procrastinate. Whee. And i flew back 3 days later and the air steward smiled his big smile at me cause my roller bag kept getting stuck at the seats and cause i buckled up the blanket before leaving the plane so it'd be safe travelling to its next destination. (so funny ka? he so sakai laa.. hee)

But the taylor's interview did go tremendously well, and me uber glad =D

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[KEEP OUT IF YOU'RE ANTI-NERD]

Booboo, hear you me. Nerdie-talk time. =)

D,
You are my enzyme, and I, your substrate.
I break over and over again, but I only need one of you to make it right. We have a lock&key bond which keeps my heart locked for you.

We have chemistry. You are just like me, we're similar, hence bonded by strong covalent bonds. Although we have low melting and boiling points occasionally, we have van der waal's bonds that do not break because you are simply resistant to heat energy anger. Because you're you, I'm insoluble in water tears, and soluble in organic solvents your eyes.

You are my total internal reflection. When my critical angle mind gets bigger than my angle of incidence normal incidental present happenings, you take me away from refracting out unproportionally, and make me reflect and shine like the surface of a beautiful diamond.

You are my number 1. I am your cos2x. Hence i am 1-2sin^2x and also 2cos^2x-1. When I am in predicament(sin^2x), you take away double my predicament. When I am sooo happy(2cos^2x), i take you away and you're with me.

Still going strong. I love you =)

Yours,
BigFatLazyBum