Procrastibullshitting

COWABUNGA

how is everyone doing, surviving i hope!!! i was feeling pretty shit the last few days, miserable with uni work, exhausted, fatigued, mrs grumps, bleeding, panicky, basically all the adjectives to describe a worn out pms-ing bitch (:

i still am actually but am feeling a little better thanks to my trusty ol' starbucks! i'm in there every other day, such that the new barista, who's been there only a week, came up to me and told me she noticed i'm here a lot. hahahaha it's cuz it's my 2nd home sista welcome to the fam ! x

one of the baristas also noticed my absence throughout the summer whilst i was back home in malaysia and that was a stunning moment for me and my asian roots LOL because you know what they say, all asians look the same :p must be the eyes (or lack thereof). so for him to have recognised me and even notice my ABSENCE made me well proud, i shall now stand tall (try as i might) !

i am bullshitting really, i need to stop procrastinating and get on with my work rahrahrah 

this is a picture of me camwhoring whilst distracted. there's a lot more where that came from :p

nevertheless i do hope everyone's holdin' up alright whatever profession it is you undertake. i'm currently working on a family law essay and an employment law essay. not gonna lie, these essays are harder than i thought they would be. last i felt such tough work was when i was at work and given a 6 page assignment, needing to juggle finishing that off and working for an associate. those were fun times though, i'd give up my student life for a working environment simply because a real-life non-hypothetical situation brings a lot more to the table in my humble opinion.

i just don't want to shut up really and get on with work so i'm gonna stay here a bit longer :p

what's new what's new, BAR school applications are open and i'm gonna have to start applying for that. a whimsical side of me would love to stay in london for that but at the same time i can't be all that selfish because dad's been sponsoring my education and an extra year really is quite costly. and we all know london is killer expensive and fancy and just... wonderful. i'd love to be there truly.

other than that, i've quit partying for now. i should probably upload my party photos on here sometime soon-ish. had a blast but then got ill and had to rest up missing one of the halloween parties! why i oughta! my immune system is horribly weak and i really need to do something about that. i got some bloody (literally) throat inflammation and coughed out blobs of blood! for fucks sake i need a care-taker like a legit nurse and my own personal health certified chef!

nah i'm just kidding ;) i'm perfectly fine taking care of myself. i actually quite like it. i feel free, emotionally free, from any bondage (not that kind of bondage silly) and i feel many levels of liberation.

i really should go now but thanks for reading. you must really love me for reading till this point.

i love you too.

now let's hope a world of love gets me through my deadlines, here's to wishing you get through yours.

*clinks wine glass*

speaking of which, i really need a night out in an LBD sat on a high chair just sipping a martini.

xoxo

sj

Outfit of the Days and Days and Days and Days

HELLO! i am halfway through packing up my notes. leaving this place soon! going back to my hometown :)(: i do miss it. i miss my family.

anyway, i got distracted whilst packing, what else is new. got so bored i was tempted to go for a jog in my shorts in the rain wtf. always liddis. always cannot sit still and focus on the task at hand. good news is..... i am actually making an effort to EXERCISE! this is so awesome. so girls, if you're not gym buffs, you should try breaking up with yo bf because you will have so much time on your hands that you will start venturing into the unknown abyss ie the gym HAHAHA.

no, i kid. please don't act hastily :(

anyway i went to the gym and ran on the threadmill for an HOUR, an hour okay. what is this shit. i can't even do 3 flights of stairs where did i get all my energy from? yeah then i went to use some random tricep equipment and also do some back thingamajiggy and also this sliding thingie. then i went to the floor mat to do some random body exercises.

hahahah i was cracking up to myself while i was exercising because i don't actually know any floor mat exercises apart from push-ups and sit up's so i GOOGLED lolol and i did some lean on your side and lift your leg exercise. and then two guys came on the mat and i swear they subtly tried to take my picture.

FFS why you need to be so perverted sia. can't you just take a picture of your own crotch. JEEZ. too many bad experiences with harassing idiots i think i'm giving up on guys entirely. next person i date is gonna have a huge burden on his shoulders to prove me otherwise.

anyway felt damn good after the workout. felt a gazillion pounds skinnier!!! and i recently painted my nails again!!! after naked nails throughout the whole exam period. don't know how such a small difference can make me feel ten times happier. true bimbo :)

anyway since i'm on the topic of bimbo, i went through a lot of my camera roll and discovered a lot of self shots HAHA so this is an OOTD POST! outfit of the day!!! yay finally can update my SJ ♥ FASHION label. i always repeatedly say i am not fashionable, because i am not :/ but i like clothes, if that counts. ok ready set go. FORGIVE THE VANITY IN ADVANCE OKAY

my workout clothes!!! (updated : went for zumba today with babygirl emmanie (anne) was SUPER FUN!
basic tank : no brand!
three quarters workout pants : V&G yellow stripes down the side
sneakers : nike
bag : adidas duo chrome gym bag

chillax outfit for uni! shh tell you a secret, that top is actually a pajama top :) precisely why it's for school!!! cos you can roll out of bed and GO!(when you overslept no time to shower hahaaa) anyway i like to roll up the sleeves to before my elbows so it doesn't look so cui

striped denim shorts : Ms Selfridge

penny loafers : River Island

mint green scarf : sister's!

the time i got my new wedges!!
striped wedges : forever 21
white basic top : H&M
khaki shorts : ex-gal from KL
striped belt : forever 21

aztec dress : river island london
nude pumps with crocodile skin stilettos : zara! (totally busted my knee trying to walk in them)
cotton leggings : H&M

same white top
blue skinny jeans : newlook for 11 pounds. ELEVEN. daylight robbery is what it is
punk laced heels : asos
the heart stand for hanging jewellery is from marks & spencer

work top with bow and puffer sleeves : parkson miri
high waisted skirt : H&M
ribbon diamante earrings : river island
dark blue polish : number 30, brand name 17 (it chips like mad don't get it)

white tank : damn loose and ugly i don't remember where from all i know is my little brother wore it once and it's now very loose hahahahaha
green military vest : primark! for 8pounds STEAL
jeggings : new look
nude open toed wedges : shop from miri

green toga : H&M on SALE last size !!! BARGAIN
cocktail ring : miri parkson
pink polish : red earth
hair flower : from sis!

halter top : given from my friend bernice for christmas ages ago!
winter coat : tommy hilfiger (very expensive don't wanna talk about it) CRY
bag : Guess marciano in mauve
dainty ring i wear all the time : white gold from mommy with tiny diamond pieces

purple top : kids section from somewhere
same black skirt
mauve kitten heels with laces : zara

grey sweater : Guess

denim fold up shorts (can be high waisted) : Guess

shoes : same punk lace ups from asos. perfect for a rainy day :)

blue halter: from sis! nice as bikini coverup
bikini : parkson miri
jeggings : new look
pretty sure i had on black platform flip flops when that was the trend. even major brands had their own platform flip flop line

black off shoulder : Voir
pink skinny belt : primark
earrings : birthday present from parva :)
sorry for the gross mirror it wasn't mineeee hahahah

me in the library lift during exam period :) blackberry cover from some online shop i just googled haha

white tea party top (as matt used to call it) : seed KL

shorts : ms selfrige 

pink bag : longchamp imitation by Hilly. BTW! i got that bag like WEE ages ago. before the longchamp craze. so really hilly could sue longchamp haha but erm they might not win since they are not so atas and don't have so much $$

went hiking!

hoodie : superdry!! in pink

jeans : new look

sling bag : dorothy perkins

polish : one of my favourite dark purples, rimmel in 15

favourite leather jacket with faux fur!!! : new look york

i wear this jacket all the time!

                  

coral nautical cropped top : primark for some ridiculously cheap price

striped  pocket shorts : from this shop in kl in pyramid where my housemates used to love to shop!

flats : dorothy perkins

SORRY forgot to zip hahahahaha
oversized hoody : from australia. and the words on it is the song que sera sera except they spelt it kay sarah sarah :) and you can't see it =/
khaki shorts : exgal from kl
sequinned spaghetti strap top : daddy bought from holland. the brand is called Lipstick

OH YES my one and only maxi ! wore this to italy (entry coming soon!)

maxi dress : valerie bertinelli from TK Max
green beaded necklace : birthday present!
handbag : same Guess. it's my all time fav bag !
sunnies : Kimora Lee Simons babyphat
flats : dorothy perkins floral open toed

coral bandeau spider web-ish dress : jane norman, 10% off cos there was a makeup foundation stain somewhere whee
open toe wedges : f 21
bracelet : white gold plated from mommy

since this picture is on my facebook at the moment :) 

bag : classic ARS

nails : pink and orange max factor

okay that is all. 

sorry if this was very vain, you didn't have to go through it especially if you are a guy! but i like reading these kinds of posts so i know where people get their goodies.

actually i have MOAR photos MOAR but let's just stop here shall we *cringe*

so can you tell what my "style" is by now? because i can't :S probably go for "simple". OH i like heels a lot. i guess that counts as a style. but i wear flats on a daily basis :) but to be honest, heels make the most difference in my life. i am VERY PETITE sometimes i feel invisible. yes it's true. so a little height gives me joy to no end haha

and lastly, advice from sarah jane. all my girlfriends know this cos i tell it to them hahaha.

"when you dress up dress for yourself" 

really changes how you feel about the world around you. we have the opportunity to, i mean we're girls! we get to mix and match and stuff. *wanting to slap self for sounding very bimbotic* 

anyway no problem dressing for your partner also, it's just my partner didn't really care what i wore hahaha cos he was very simple. but ultimately, remember yourself too and prettify yourself okay! listen to mommy wtf. 

ok enough i am a lawyer ffs i should be more concerned about fiscal crises and politics and erm the elections. dammit. feel like writing some intelligent piece but i can't find what i want to write about. and you know, this law degree has made me extra critical over my writings that i tend to just shy away from discussing any major issue. *chicken cluck cluck*

but anyway i sat at nero today eating and reading the papers. so yeah that was me making an effort to keep up with current affairs. the papers here always scare me shitless because there are always all sorts of tragic news that are just out of this world. beyond all comprehension. but i've gotten used to it i guess. i especially like the Good Deed Feed section, where people send in entries of the deeds they've received from random strangers 

anyway the nero barista was soooo nice to me omggg! he gave me a free large drink even though by right i could only get the medium. the other day in starbucks i also got a grande mocha even though i was meant to get a tall only. why is everyone so nice suddenly?! 

must be to make up for all my encounters with harassing jerks =/

thank you Lord for newton's 3rd law :)

firm believer today and always

xx

sj

Oh Hai

harlow do you iz miss me?

AHAHAHAHA sorry been mia, exam period, have been studying and slacking and repeat!

hope things are great on your end and please lift me up in your prayers! blog properly some other time!

kthxbye *fleeting presence*

xx
sj =)

I'll Take You To The Candy Shop

HI WHAT HAVE I BEEN UP TO? lololol

actually these are partying pics of OLD just that i never had time to upload

this was the candy shop party like sometime in oct/nov last year lolol... anne and i with BIGNANA (this very cute banana plushie won by our friend georgina at a theme park and loved by many)

met up with anne and krystle at their place and met new friends from the east!!! cheryl alan and khai wen are from the sabah and ren yang in the middle is from singapore hahaha

posing with bignana

a bit high from tequila shots lol

? nanda kore wa?

anne and i

babes :))))

guys!

camwhore in krystle's room!

and emo poses by the street hahhaah because we thought the background was suitable for emo expressions

one of my fb profile pics. i think it's very ARTSY HAHAAHAH lol

also one of my fb prof pics. nocturnals!

with eejane and cheryl at the club!

with sandra! the theme was candy shop so there were candy everywhere up for grabs!

:)

at entourage

bottoms up!

cheryl damn cute here!

honey! my vietnamese friend from bulgaria. she's super pretty like a model

group pic!

toilet also wanna camwhore!

krystle and her sexy messy hair!

the janes!! photo taken by a guy who asked for my number which i afterwards rejected (even though bf and i were technically on a break at the time) because i don't give my number to strangers, sorry! i'm sure you are a nice guy though! bf and i are good now :)

shhhh LUL dunno what that pose was for.

and my super mega camwhore pics which i had to piece together in my attempt to lessen the degree of narcissicism because having 6 big ass photos of me will really magnify my vanity lol

although arguably this makes absolutely no difference

but anyway these were taken before the new year's so technically i still had some leeway then before being bound by my new year resolution to be less vain. *FEELS BOUNDED* T_______T

anyway, that party was kind of fun :) had a good time with my girlfriends. don't worry though we are all very well-behaved. girls, they just wanna have fun -cyndi lauper

and bf, you never have to worry (not that you do i don't think) because my heart is always always with you, i'm sure you know that.

someday somehow i'm gonna make it alright just not right now, i know you're wondering when, you're the only one who knows that! -nickelback

sorry, i always randomly gather song lyrics in my head when something pops up that reminds me of those lyrics. i swear my brain is like a shotgun. my thoughts flash through like cuhrazy i actually do notice how insanely fast they are. sometimes they can be a problem!

anyway i just got back from germany!!! i really liked that trip, because i fell in love with german history quite quickly in a way i've never loved any other history. i LOVE it. i love german history (am i repeating myself yes i am repeating myself)

but yeah i think it's quite simply amazing. and solemn at the same time. pics will be uploaded next time when i'm more free. second semester classes are starting!! and well, i'm actually still very free but having only gotten back i have a lot of spring cleaning to do, laundry, chores, planning on my planner, stuff.

james morrison concert tomorrow!!!

xx

sj