The sleeping is keeling

RAHRAHRAH i missed EID.

Why was i so oblivious to this! Over here it's sadly quite insignificant. Have a craving for kek lumut omggggg the green supersweet cake that tastes like grass nyamnyamnyammm

Happy belated eid to all my muslim friends! Hope you had the lumut-est eid ever with joy in your hearts!

The weather here is blardy keeling me yoh! I really miss heavy malaysian rain. Over here the rain is limp and yet the feel of it seeps right through your bones.

Keep needing to hide under my blankie resulting to me sleeping every few hours :( Sigh :( Super unproductive to da max. I hope i lose weight by missing some meals due to sleep, the other day i weighed myself and i went up to 45.5kg. AHHH finally when i'm heavy enough to donate blood i actually realise i don't have enough blood to be donated. Low haem count!

Now that i have no reason to aim for 45kg ima needta go daundaundaun. Back to 43pleasepleasepleaseeeee!

Anyway today i was woken up from my 3hour nap by a couple (might be) bickering over a piece of bread.

Sigh such love, shouting and waking up the entire flat due to a happy lil piece of bread *grabs and swallows* see it's gone nowwwwwwwwwww

I saw puke all over a door on my floor the other day. Sexy wtf.

I wish i lived on peihau's floor. Cause they have movie nights where they dress in their jammies and gather round singing the campfire song lol nolah not the last part BUT *lips quiver* i want MOVIE NIGHT in jammies too! and no, peihau does not participate XD

But then, hmm my floor is the awesome one. Happening and kewl. Crank up them music yo i said crank it~ Used to be cranked up every friday night but nowadays it's any random night. The night usually ends with people running around the floor gaily like a stampede with loud giggles ;) funky.

I guess i should live with whatever i've got. And um, maybe one day i will join them for PARTAY! woohoo need to build up my alcohol tolerance first. And possibly my stripper dance moves *TAKES WHIP*

Let go

In order to move on, we must first let go.

Broken bootie XD

Yes. This is what we learn in Engineering Math. Before you go on cussing about how fucking easy my course is, let me assure you it's not!

This is just one of the many illustrations of how my lecturer incorporates simple learning into his myriad portrayals of cleverness.

Lab partner and i.

Dear Parva,

Happy 2nd year anniversary to you and your hubby! She smsed me 3 days ago to tell me to wish her today lol so she'd feel happy ;)

Thank you for being a person i can be reliant on. We are the best lab partners in the world because we panic together when everyone is chilling XD and because we spend our days in heartbrokenness when we screw up our tests XD

Hopefully your hardworking attitude will infuse to my cells one day and i can pick myself up and embrace my stupidity *feels matt's angry stare* XD rather than run away from it

btw those boots in the pic on top hath died. :( Heel came off. With the amount of walking i do here, all my heels are gonna pluck off damn cilaka sial.

From the time i bought you in kl, you have served me great and wondrous fashionable days. And because you are now gone, i'm stuck with my nike on rainy days.

Hate wearing nike. UGLEH! Cause i bought the 2nd choice nike cause the nike i wanted no stock :( Perpetual wrath towards this nike now. BOO.

Somebody find me a cobbler!

That pic above was taken in my old room. How clean it was with the presence of a roommate.

And yes, zeying i miss you. Though we hardly keep in touch, i wish you lots of happiness. And i hope you will succeed in double eyelid someday haha ;) and that you will be happy with jen pinn :) take care roommate!

lastly, a pic of the sakura-ish tree outside my hall. Beautiful neh. Reminds me of Fa Mulan :) The weather is worsening, especially the wind. Makes me wanna stay home and hibernate.

OH! And i watched New Moon.

BASKED movie.

1stly, Edward cullen is not that handsome but he is hot because he suits the role perfectly with his screwed up character. (NO ARGUMENTS ABOUT THIS OR I WILL PUNCH YOU!)

If you think he is not yeng or ugly or whatever then you are effing shallow don't argue with me! It's not about looks all the time! I betcha you can't appreciate the pic above too ! And i betcha you are only out to get abs! boo to youuuuuu!

2ndly, Jacob has a hot bod but an ugly face. And i don't like his brown-ness. Jacob to me is like the most KELEFE character ever because bella obviously never wanted him and never in any point of the movie did i think she even LIKED HIM.

3rdly, sigh, why are the love lines so corny. When your characters are of such depth you need words of depth too!

4thly, bella you are too naive when you cry and cry over what edward said. Have you no 6th sense! PALOI.

5thly wtf, alice is so beautiful but the first scene damn kau fake.

6thly wtf wtf, the whole first half was like about NOTHING and lastly!

This movie was so unnecessary!

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOX10^93868757898768759869874

Should've changed her into a vampire in the first one! I give it a 4.5/10

4.5 for the fact that edward is awesome. And for the shakespeare scene :) and for the part where bella was running through the red hooded people in that nice collared shirt.

Far

We are near, but we are closer.

If this would mean the easy way out, if people take this easy way out, then would i be demented not to?

I sit still as my being oscillates with the momentum i tend to adopt, back forth back forth.

Close, when all i see is.. nothing.

Could this nothingness be plugged into equations as it volunteers to be assumed negligible? Could it work, even better so, with every great variable being avoided, ignored?

I miss the talks the laughter the anger.

I miss the ability of vulnerability. Word in a word, self in a shell. I choose wrongful comments, I choose childishness, I choose them all.

I choose you, nothingness. Maybe one day you would choose me too.

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To be honest i don't really give a fck.

....

Anyway Jason Mraz's A beautiful mess. Sigh. Powerful lyrics. But hmm i love Details in the Fabric. Introduced by jion in a time of need. Sigh. Such a nice song.

Kalah ok!

James' birthday quite a while back. Happy belated birthday james! Will remember you for the dude that was so friendly when i first arrived in Dalton Ellis. Taught me how to play pool and brought me around the hall :)

To celebrate, we went for karaoke wheeee~

Sigh like this hair colour a lot

Klah the reason i am blogging so late about this is cause i was waiting for pics from some people but never come XD lolol so i guess i'll just blog with my own pix mwah!

benny, rong, jane, honey, ME

FUNNY! Honey's first impression of me when she first saw me was that i looked like a bitch!

HAHAHAH THAT's A FIRST!

She also said something like "omg how am i gonna survive in this accomodation with such bitches!" XD XD SO COOL NEVER HAD ANYONE THINK SO NASTY OF ME BEFORE

She said it was because i was surrounded by guys and was laughing like a hyena~ XD

Err okkaaaayyyy. Must be during that time when i hadn't expanded my social circle. I HAVE MANY GIRL FRIENDS OK! Besides the guys are guy FRIENDS hence the ability to laugh like hyena in front of them la. Takde control pun. Bitches kuat main control one!

See now she loves me XD Link arms somemore. XD

There were even pics of me sitting in between her legs lol ok it's getting hot in here ;)

But she's damn nice, she's from vietnam but lived in bulgaria. Awesome girl.

She also thinks i look 16.

babes~ Jane is so pretty! She's about my height. We petite jane girls rock ! hehehehe

Not many pics of the birthday boy because he was down before half the night was over. XD

Pure whiskey overload. I had alcohol with green tea, awesome.

Had a good time overall, though it was at times like those that i wished i could read better chinese.

My kids are going to a chinese school i don't care!

Sigh what else is new. Purple scarf is the answer! Love that. So glam~~~~ :):) Or "CHIO" as pris calls it. CHIO RIGHT!

my display pic for this blog. Thought it suits the banner cause my rabbit is pink and purple too!

Honey just had her birthday so happy belated birthday to her too! Hope your voicebox returns to normal babe ;)

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I know you suffered

But I don't want you to hide

It's cold and loveless

I won't let you be denied

Soothe me

I'll make you feel pure

Trust me

You can be sure

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart

I want to recognize your beauty is not just a mask

I want to exorcise the demons from your past

I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart

You trick your lovers that you're wicked and divine

You may be a sinner

But your innocence is mine

Please me

Show me how it's done

Tease me

You are the one

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart

I want to recognize your beauty is not just a mask

I want to exorcise the demons from your past

I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart

Please me

Show me how it's done

Trust me

You are the one

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart

I want to recognize your beauty is not just a mask

I want to exorcise the demons from your past

I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart

Obsessed with this song. Seriously obsessed. Can connect with it :D

The video is totally awesome. Drummers look so cool when filmed from angle up downwards!

K that's all. Chao.

Tanjoubi omedetou!

SHUWEN啊

生日快乐!!!!

FIRSTLY i wanna tell you i miss you so much argghghghghrghrghghrghrgh *pulls hair*

I miss all our jokes, all the times we said stuff behind Ms Pr*m XD HAHAHAHOHOHOEHEHE all the times we talk cock XD

I miss all the times we spent fighting, on the phone, on sms, till it involved other people! I miss all the times i spent convincing you that you are beautiful and that you are awesome :)

I miss a lot of it because i remember how comfortable i feel being your friend. I don't need to pretend or try to impress you because i know you love me the way i am.

:'(

Pris, me and you! We went to watch movie!

You look like my boyfriend! ;)

Thanks for all the lessons learnt from being your friend. All the times i heard your advice and learned to pick myself up again from my past. Thank you for asking me when i'm ok when i cried over exbf3 :(

Shuwena, one thing i will always remember about you is the time when i first moved into pe7 and i was a wreck, worrying and crying every day, and you were there for me *sniff* You told me you will settle the notes for me and you printed them with your print quota. I was thinking, omg is this girl sent from heaven, why is she so nice to me T_T

I guess you are truly beautiful inside and don't let anyone tell you otherwise.

MWAH! Hope you had an awesome one. I wish you will get a boyfriend soon hahahahahahahaha i hope i will get a boyfriend soon too wtf wtf wtf otherwise we date each other la k!

And sorry i still haven't gone to eat vegetarian with you even though you said you want bring me like 1524633473 times XD

Lastly i just want to say, platypus! ;)

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Also, HaPpY BiRtHdaY CasSiE!

Pretty girl, your smile is so toxic hahaha enticing XD

I wasn't present in your life throughout high school but we still turned out ok when i FINALLY met you after a levels. You were still the same, cute, pretty and liked to laugh a lot. Your laugh always made my day seriously! You are so YOU it's so amazing. Like when you called me for your birthday at marina bay, you were like "HELLO SARAHJANE! hahahahaha. It's CASSANDRA hahahaha!" Unforgettable. You sounded exactly like you did in standard 4 XD

Looks like you're enjoying it there in leeds babe, keep smiling!

Edited : OMG CASS YOU SANG ON STAGE! Awesome! =) =) =)

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On a different note, I had dimsum with Malcolm after his job interview at Deloitte Manchester.

Looks so smart right! Good catching up malcolm, hope you get the job you want, job of an actuary ;) All the best.

V for vodka

We went to the Westoners'(weston hall people's) place for dinner yesterday! It was sorta like a potluck thing.

This is me cooking a YitLin-taught rendang chicken in big SMILES and matt doing a dance? because he is delighted by my cooking XD matty i look taller than you XD

XD happy cause i cooked XD and i also played Left4Dead and i didn't die straightaway. THAT IS A HUGE ACCOMPLISHMENT because when i last played dota, joey had to put on cheat and had the tenacity to pronounce me hopeless =.="

gang playing truth or dare XD

a blurred sengtuck jumping

foodiefood. Was good yipee!

And to end the night, we played 3rounds of ring of fire and a few cho dai di's with the presence of someone we all know and love: ie,

V(><)V vodka~~~ We also had another smaller bottle O.o

obviously i was still ok when the night ended because still can camwhore.

OKla play cheat la. This was before i even left my room XD

After the night, i looked all flustered and terrible with burning ears.

We mixed the vodka with sprite and as for the big pot in the middle, we added hmmm vodka, vinegar, toffee, mayo, cranberry juice and all sorts of weird stuff XD (for the loser)

Not all of us made it through the night! ;) But we love each other hence we took care of each other. Slept at hmm 4am. And woke up today at hmm 3pm wtf and then went back to sleep till 5pm and then went back to sleep till 7.30pm.

Vodka is good for blood circulation! Nice, comfy, sleep.

On a different note, happy birthday shuwen! Are you proud of me because i played left4dead! You were always begging me to play at cc! XD I will write a dedication post for you tomorrow dear. Right now i need to cook something for dinner or i will die of gastric. mwah~

Turn them ounnn! XD

So there was this huge event in manchester last week, countdown for the switching on of christmas lights around manchester ;)

view performers on stage from the big screen(and all i could see of them)

purrrrty~

gals

us!

santa claus

performance stage

arthur baobao

santa looks more like santa when he isn't bling-ed. there he just looks like a giant hippo. UGLY!

matt~

yingying with sengtuck and half of jake in the background XD

angel and i. sigh why are we so pretty XD

more lights

And yes guys! I am aware my previous entries were alllll abouuuut fireeeworkssss kaboooombooombooom but anyway these ones were really nice! Like being in disneyland =)

=)

didn't capture the one where the fireworks were pouring out of the clocktower though.

Ended the night with a bottle of baileys where i got piss drunk and spoke 10 languages, puking my gut out by the street.

Nolah. Heh. Drank a bit only. Perpetual goodness, perpetual goodness XD Or more like scaredy cat. Scared i blurt out all my deepest darkest secrets XD

K, 3 videos for you!

1st one's kind of boring but i like the song in the background ;) and it was fired rhythmically.

2nd one is shorter.

3rd one is longer(more bombastic explosions-recommended). Take your pick. If you watch all, you must truly love me XD

Didn't take during the countdown though that moment would've been epic! Nice moment :):):)