These Are A Few Of My Favourite Things (2007)

Hey everyone, i found this in my archives and had quite a laugh out of it hahahahaha. wrote this in 2007 i was really full of shit then :p feeling a little nostalgic but glad it's 2012 :p 

xx
sj

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Gastric.
Oh how I love thee,
Let me count the ways. . .
-1654, -7649348744, -17652484734.
Thou reassureth me
Of the only certainty of life,
which is DEATH,
and how it is a given.
Thou giveth me hope,
For undying PAIN.
How can I stay unperturbed?
How can I stay flinty throughout the torments of thy atrocious brutality?
Unexasperated, untrepidised?
I have had more than my share,
Of gagging, vomitting, barfing, puking.
Why, oh why
Does thy provenance lie,
In all that happifies my weary taste receptors,
Of sour and spice,
Of sombois, margeritas and mohfahkors.
The pain thy make beknownst to me
So polished, like the motherload,
As compared to a phalanx of languid dancers,
They who fall and bruise their delicate buttocks.
Like spasms of perfection,
In a thorn of prickly poison.

Period pain.
My loathe for thee endures eternity,
Containing love for own fertility.
Cramps per day,
Like a 10^10 kPa pressure exhaust,
Taking away my grace-filled comfort,
Trashing my optimism for benevolence and intrepidity.
Thou standeth out in the frightful crowd.
Is this insipid mood not nearly enough?
This grouchiness, this grumpiness, barely matching up,
To thy demands of horrifyingness?
What is thy proviso?
Thy prerogative? Thy purpose?
Oh so difficult to fathom,
Leaving me supplicating for thy depart,
Till we meet again,
Next month.

Both of thee.
Why couldn't thoueth see,
I need to convalesce,
I need my hiatus,
From thy unruly wickedness.
So please disperse.
As soon as thoueth might.
And I will be counting the days.

xx
sj

What did you say? your youth is not an option

Heyya how's everyone doin?

i used to really like this song (: which i discovered before the jason derulo version.



and currently i'm in love with two other songs, of distinct genres



and



so there we go (:

sorry haven't been blogging, been just... preoccupied with so many things, partly to do with enjoying my youth ;)

i hope life is blooming on your end.

love and kisses
sj

To All Things Kept Perceptible

Timelessness,
offering itself like a candle burning in the night
nights when you fall asleep, carrying your dreams and
with every strand of thought
tucked neatly beneath you
burdens and worries floating away
every weary moment you have ever known
disappears
the darkened skies smile upon you
blanketed skies to blanketed you
portal of infinite depth to depth of the heart most vast
soft, starry, dreaminess
to
soft, starry, dreams
you await, propped up on an edge
wooden bed creaks
a response to an awakening
sleepy eyes watching the flicker of the wick steadily shape-shift
resilient, moving, beautiful
every fragrance amplifies, every moment extends
each memory
scarce
recurs, ruminates,
restores
love,
like the bloom of every flower
like the strength of the sun
like the power of the ocean
like the soothing sound of a seashell
pressed to an ear
like the grappling word of a song
pressed to a soul
love,
like you and...
like you and...
like you and...
i... blow off the candle.

Last Friday Night, Yeah We Danced on Table Tops

It's DECEMBER EVERYONE!!!!

Filled with the december spirit yet?? I've just realised how LITTLE i've updated this blog so i'm going to attempt to upload some old pix!

This is from the White Party ^^

this was my first party as a singleton...since my retirement days. and i gotta say, it was fun partying with my girlies and it's quite an.. experience, just one on an entirely different wavelength.

 cassie and i, love her hair!

 bbg and i :*

 LL & i :*

forgive the distorted lighting

 girlehsss

:))))

 my outfit!

 girlies pointing at my faded henna!

angels seated atop the clouds ;) we had to take this picture 23984387 because of the fact that my panties were showing in most of them hahahahahahahah ps those are NOT my panties in the above pic

 dare i say the next girls generation? hahahaahhaah (need to lose 293875298375 pounds first and earn 130940841235325 pounds in currency to get plastic surgery lol don't think i'd ever do it though)

 at the club

 friend

pic by the official photographer of the night!

and another!

 from amy's camera, i like this photo, it's so pretty with the streaks of light (:

and lastly, a couple of crazy random shots whilst bored in my room :p

as i recall, the party was really quite good, namely, because i was able to sing along to almost every song. i thank my exbf for this, for loading my ipod with mainstream clubbing songs so i really HAD to listen to them whilst out and about. so yeah managed to learn the lyrics by heart. but my ipod songs are now mostly emo and indie :p cuz i'm an indie girl, really, and a metal girl :p just anything obscure really :p

anyway the music in the party was good! and i remember doing fun things like DANCING ON TABLETOPS! yknow, like in the katy perry song, yeah we danced on tabletops :p

one thing to strike off my bucket list. i got up there and busted muh move to gangnam style hahahaahah forgive me if i looked like a monkey, i really had no idea what i was doing having not watched the video yet at the time, but ohmaigad it was so much fun. soooo much fun. 

but good times, most definitely :)

The End! happy december everyone. WE SHALL CONQUER THE COLD (hopefully without extra epithelial cells from fats accumulated via excessive binge-eating and hibernation)

don't forget to have your share of fun despite the dreary weather!

skrillex rave tomorrow!

xx

much love,

sj